We are almost in September and I’m feeling really confused. The year seems to be whizzing by and I can’t seem to keep up, in my head it feels like we should still be in May or June, anyone else feel like that? Admittedly, I have kept myself pretty busy in August. I’ve continued to work towards my picture book pitch, although I am really missing the weekly zoom meetings I had while on the course, it was a great way to stay focused and motivated, and while my motivation has remained high, that little voice of self-doubt has returned, so I end up spending some of my time wrestling that back into its box. At the minute I’m winning, I’m largely doing this by sticking my fingers in my ears and just continuing to ‘do’ (which is quite an accomplishment considering my fingers are in my ears).
The first week of August, for the third year running was the annual Gish scavenger hunt. It took a few days for me to get into it this year, I think my head was still thinking about my picture book, and it was quite hard to just drop that for a week and concentrate on other random tasks, but I did, and by the Tuesday I was in full Gish mode. I only managed six items this year, which was slightly disappointing, but I did spend a ridiculous amount of time on a wedding dress made from plastic bags. Other items of note included a stop-motion animation showing you planting a “seed” that grows into something unexpected, a poster of the Queen and actor Misha Collins as a famous duo from a scene in a classic film (I chose E.T.), and a cryptid created from salt (I chose a kraken).
I was really pleased with how the dress turned out, and I was surprised by how much I enjoyed creating an illustration in salt. I’ve created images in spices and in pencil shavings for Gish before and they both went okay, but there is actually something really satisfying about pushing salt around, its much easier than working with powdery spices, and as I was working on black paper, I really enjoyed the contrast of black and white.
I tried to be more sensible with my book buying this month (although I say that most months and it still seems to get out of hand), so my question is, is seven still too many? I fear it might be, considering how long it has taken me to finish Girl, Woman, Other. When I was younger I always had the problem that I would race through a book and finish it far too quickly if I was really enjoying it, and then I’d be disappointed that it was over. Now I have the opposite problem, if I’m really enjoying a book, I savour it and try to make it last for as long as possible. It is a bit like Charlie Bucket when he gently unwraps his Wonka bar, although he never necessarily knew where his next chocolate bar was coming from, and I have unread books coming out of my ears!
So the books I’ve actually finished reading this month are:
Girl, Woman, Other by Bernardine Evaristo.
Brilliant, so many different stories about women, so many different lives, such great observation of people, and I won’t spoil it, but I thought the ending was wonderful.
This Was Our Pact by Ryan Andrews
I’ve mentioned this in a previous blog, I’ve had it for such a long time, but it fell victim to the “oh this is so beautiful I need to save it” daft method of thinking. I finally read it and it was as wonderful and as adventurous (and beautiful - obviously) as I hoped it would be.
The Fox, The Wolf, and The Woodsman by Joe Latham
I’ve had this for a while too. It is a great book split into three chapters exploring the perils faced by creatures living in a wood. The illustrations are just wonderful and I love how Joe tells the stories silently, through images alone. I have an idea in my head that I would like to write a wordless picture book, so I have found looking at these images and seeing ‘how’ and ‘what’ they communicate really fascinating.
The book I’m currently reading:
The Mercies by Kiran Millwood Hargrave
I haven’t got very far yet, but I am enjoying what I have read.
The books I’ve bought his month are:
The Glass Hotel by Emily St. John Mandel
I really enjoyed Station Eleven so I thought I would give this a go too.
Smoke by Dan Vyleta and Soot by Dan Vyleta
I have no idea if I’ll like these books, so took a bit of a punt by buying both of them, but I liked the cover designs, and I really like the concept of bad thoughts being made visible by smoke coming from the body.
Llama Glamarama by Simon James Green and Garry Parsons
A dancing llama learning to embrace his individuality? What is not to love???
The Midnight Library by Matt Haig
I love Matt Haig, I follow him on Twitter and he always seems to have some wise words to share. I’ve also read most of his children’s series starting with The Boy called Christmas, which I love, but I’ve never read any of his adult books. I don’t know why, I’ve always been interested in them but I’ve never ended up buying one, until now - you put the word Library in a title and you push me to make that purchase. I actually ordered my copy from Rossiter Books as it was signed, and if you are interested, when I posted this blog (August 2020) there still seemed to be some available - here. (This was actually one of my instagram impulse purchases, after Rossiter Books posted about it on their feed).
Walking Distance and The Way to Treasure Island by Lizzy Stewart
Speaking of Instagram impulse purchases, Lizzy Stewart mentioned she only had a few copies of Walking Distance left in her shop, and I’ve been meaning to buy it for ages, (and I would much rather give my money to Lizzy than Amazon), and then I accidentally tripped and popped a copy of The Way to Treasure Island in my basket too. I’ve loved Lizzy’s work for years, I used to follow her illustrated blog/diary “Solo”. I have three zines from Solo that I probably bought back around 2012 (ish), I loved Lizzy’s combination of image and a few well chosen words that could communicate so much humour and warmth, and they were just such beautifully observed snippets of life.
What have I been watching this month:
Umbrella Academy Season 2: It feels like we had to wait such a long time for season 2, but when it was finally here, we binged it and really enjoyed it. I feel like the characters had the opportunity to develop this season. Klaus has always been a favourite (Robert Sheehan has been a favourite since Misfits), but I felt like Luther was given the chance to be really funny, and I loved being able to see more of Ben. I also enjoyed the addition of Lila, and I’m really excited to see the direction it seems to be heading in. (I haven’t read any of the comic book series and now I’m watching it, I won’t read any until it finishes, as I don’t like to mix up my TV adaptations and my reading, it’ll just lead to some kind of spoiler or disappointment, I keep them separate).
Tales From the Loop: Firstly I love that this is inspired by an art book by Simon Stålenhag. His art is so captivating, his worlds so believable and intriguing, that they made a television series from it, that is just amazing! Secondly, I love the slow, quiet pace of the episodes, how there are whole chunks without dialogue, and the story, the mood, the feelings and opinions you have for a character can be created through visuals alone. I also like how each episode is like a short story for a different character, like we are having a secret little snoop into people’s lives. I can see a lot of people not giving it a chance because it isn’t as loud and brash as programmes we are used to watching, which is a shame because I have found it to be beautiful and nuanced and really inspiring.
What is coming up? I can see September being busy. We will hopefully be seeing some of my family for the first time in months. It’ll be my birthday, although we aren’t planning anything too exciting, this year has taught me not to make too many plans or get my hopes up. I hope to work a bit more on my picture book and potentially start on another story or two. September also usually sees me start planning for Inktober. Anyone who can take part in Inktober, for every day of October without any planning has my respect, if I don’t have a plan I end up spending far too much time on each illustration each day and I fall behind. I’m also tempted to try a few prompts by Furry Little Peach this year too, we will see how I get on, I have a habit of giving myself too much to do! I also want to get back to my Little Mouse Illustrations, he has taken a back seat recently, but I have a whole load of roughs that I need to complete, I’ll let you know how I get on!
All thoughts are my own, I’m not affiliated with anyone mentioned, all purchases were made with my own money and links take you to the sites I either personally made purchases from or that at the time of posting offered the cheapest price. You may prefer purchasing books from independent retailers.
All images are my own ©Dawn Bevins-Johnson 2020